Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Weekly Goals

Time to get back into the swing of having weekly goals!  Woo!

1) Bills!  Gah!  Bills are stacking up and need to get paid so this week I will go through them and pay them all off.
2) Go through 10 magazines.
3) Laundry, laundry, laundry....


Monday, May 19, 2014

Unexpected Hiatus

So, I dropped off the face of the planet for a bit - I got really sick, and then really depressed... and I just shut down for a couple of months.  I've since started going back to work, and possibly most importantly, I've started forgiving myself for my bad days.

Because I do have them - the days where the pain is just too much; my legs are too weak to hold me; my body is just incapable of doing the things I want to do.  And a good day can become a bad day out of nowhere.  I've accepted that while it's not ok that my body does this - it's not my fault.  I shouldn't blame myself for what's going on.  I'm not a failure because my body just can't function one day.

I'm doing a lot better now.  I've joined a couple of book clubs, and I'm becoming more and more involved with a couple of animal rescues and shelters.  I'm making friends, and my life feels way more open in general - so many possibilities... as long as my body holds out.

Anyways, I've started reading for pleasure again.  I'm going to be attempting a couple of reading challenges to try to direct my reading and give it a bit of purpose.  I'll add a page of challenges/books with links to their reviews on Goodreads.